In one of the episodes, Jay mentioned his Mom`s advice –
if you want to go 3 steps forward, you need to go 3 steps deep inside yourself.
I loved it. No matter what I want to achieve – I need to learn more about myself , confront more fears, heal more wounds.
I was planning to spend this summer in South East Asia, to travel around the region, visit ashrams and meet wise people . I also feel the big need to reconnect with myself.
But then one of the big Clients called and invited to provide services for a several months in a row. I agreed. I postponed plans for the end of October. I felt that time it was ok .
Now they ask to stay more and I am not sure whether I would need postponing essential decisions in my life or not.
I am thinking that if I do not change the pattern – I will always choose less than I deep inside want. Still, If I work more, I could travel more. My soul wants to travel. My head as well. My fear says – stay.
What would you choose? Shall I take a step inside?